No moments can be sweeter than what you gave to me today..
No reality can be beautiful than what we shared today. . . . . .

The Reason

you know now i have found the reason for my dual feeling of sadness and the hapiness together...
Happy coz haziness of things finally cleared out and sad coz they were not in my favor but it doesn't matters. In this life you win some and you loose some..!
But i'm still a game for all the good things of life coz life is one and live it KING SIZE!!!

Here i am. . .

In this life you win some you loose some. I have lost so much that there is nothing more left to loose. The positive of this is its time for me to win...
So guys n gals beware, i'm back coz its my time now and the best is yet to come
Coz you win some and you loose some...!!

Last night

As i lay in my bed...
tears trickled down my eyes
with my face buried in the pillow
only time was there who made them dry...

Wanted to cry and let it out but just couldn't..
dont know the reason and finally felt the hands of some one whom i knew well
The well known shadow of sleep covered me and provided me the solace
and took away all my tears....


BUT..................

I am sad and i am happy..!

I'm sad and yet happy..thats a new feeling that i've discovered for my self.. trying to figure out the reason for that but no fruits of sucess till now..May be its coz of things happening in my heart, soul and mind or maybe its coz of things which i fail to realise or things which i dont wanna realise or maybe the reason is still yet to be found..Seems strange but thats the way it is for me...

I AM WHAT I AM, LIKE ME OR HATE ME I GIVE A DAMN.!!

I am neither a christ nor a philanthropist...
I am everything contrary to a christ,and philanthropy seems worthless in comparision to what i believe in. I will fight with all the weapons within my reach rather than let myself be naild to a cross or whatever
m just too simple for this extraordinary worldbut too unpredictable among the predictable people.I have my own rules to live my life and sometimes just for kicks,to boost my rebellious nature I like to break them. i can be electrocute for some ppl,donot trust anyone,i m brutally honest,straightforward and that wat makes me rude for those who pretend,very articulate about my feelings,very rebellious,a bonafide person. my frends call me unconventional n bizzar.but i have ability to embolden my frends n family.
As im practical i know one thing "NO BODY CARES"NOBODY gives a SHIT about you.People are DEBAUCHED if u keep this thing in your mind then u'll be the happiest person in this whole world.
So dont tell me that u care about me,i can hardly belive it.

Realities of the life-I

Beware of the life
-->It'll kick ya the hardest at the time when you are down the most and will hit ya in such
a manner that it'll hurt ya the most.!

-->Never expect anything from life. The only expection you should have is the expectation for every unexpected thing.!


More to follow soon. . .

Just spare a moment fort his thought

Ever wondered why you at times feel alone walking amidst a bunch of fellas
walking with loads of pals
walking with people who care for you....
Try to think and you'll discover a new dimension of your life. A dimension where its only you
YOu are the one fighting with yourself
questioning yourself for everything you did and what all you didn't bother to do...
A world where no one is with you and there are no mirages to ellude you and give you pseudo happiness...
When you get into that dimension and start exploring it then you will realise that this world is not what it seems but is a lot brighter and pure than anything could be...



TO get onto the ride of this world just spare a thought and realise what is going within you
and then you'll find a new buddy for ya and the one that'll never leave ya alone no matter how far you go
how fast you move
how rude you be and then you'll realise yourself....

What's this life for?????

you are achieving what you want...
Losing things what you don't want to...
Going on high at times and bunging into the lows..
At times darkness is what is there all around and sometimes light may be the sole companion..
Sometimes noise is what soothes you and at times the muzik may be the crash to the head..


Running after dreams that have been there in the eyes ever since started believing in the power of them... knowing very well that they are still unmaterialised but still the feel of acheiving them drives me to go after them...

At every step finding a new reason for the question What this life is for...
The new the answe the more the complications that develop in my drive to find the answer question. . .