....YES ALTHOUGH....

Yes i am alone although i have people around me whom i call as my friends...
Yes i am happy although what i call the sadness is what fills the aura around me...
Yes i feel like laughing although tears are just ready to trickle down...
Yes i feel so complete so full although its the emptiness that is filling me all around...
Yes i feel like learning and thinking of something new although old thoughts still continue to haunt me...
Yes i feel like taking rest and enjoying although just the start of the off puts me back onto the highway for hell...
Yes i feel like writing although when i feel so i am short at words...
Yes i feel like saying YES although NO is all i can hear from within...
Yes i can understands the biggest of complexities although the simplest of questions freak me out...

No moments can be sweeter than what you gave to me today..
No reality can be beautiful than what we shared today. . . . . .

The Reason

you know now i have found the reason for my dual feeling of sadness and the hapiness together...
Happy coz haziness of things finally cleared out and sad coz they were not in my favor but it doesn't matters. In this life you win some and you loose some..!
But i'm still a game for all the good things of life coz life is one and live it KING SIZE!!!

Here i am. . .

In this life you win some you loose some. I have lost so much that there is nothing more left to loose. The positive of this is its time for me to win...
So guys n gals beware, i'm back coz its my time now and the best is yet to come
Coz you win some and you loose some...!!

Last night

As i lay in my bed...
tears trickled down my eyes
with my face buried in the pillow
only time was there who made them dry...

Wanted to cry and let it out but just couldn't..
dont know the reason and finally felt the hands of some one whom i knew well
The well known shadow of sleep covered me and provided me the solace
and took away all my tears....


BUT..................

I am sad and i am happy..!

I'm sad and yet happy..thats a new feeling that i've discovered for my self.. trying to figure out the reason for that but no fruits of sucess till now..May be its coz of things happening in my heart, soul and mind or maybe its coz of things which i fail to realise or things which i dont wanna realise or maybe the reason is still yet to be found..Seems strange but thats the way it is for me...

I AM WHAT I AM, LIKE ME OR HATE ME I GIVE A DAMN.!!

I am neither a christ nor a philanthropist...
I am everything contrary to a christ,and philanthropy seems worthless in comparision to what i believe in. I will fight with all the weapons within my reach rather than let myself be naild to a cross or whatever
m just too simple for this extraordinary worldbut too unpredictable among the predictable people.I have my own rules to live my life and sometimes just for kicks,to boost my rebellious nature I like to break them. i can be electrocute for some ppl,donot trust anyone,i m brutally honest,straightforward and that wat makes me rude for those who pretend,very articulate about my feelings,very rebellious,a bonafide person. my frends call me unconventional n bizzar.but i have ability to embolden my frends n family.
As im practical i know one thing "NO BODY CARES"NOBODY gives a SHIT about you.People are DEBAUCHED if u keep this thing in your mind then u'll be the happiest person in this whole world.
So dont tell me that u care about me,i can hardly belive it.